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NO! [19 Dec 2004|08:37pm]
Go HERE now for blogness. It's better!
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[02 Dec 2004|05:32pm]
I'm so confused by life right now. It seems like none of my friends want anything to do with me. They never return phonecalls, emails, or texts. That makes me sad. My cats still love me.</p> I hate being home all the time. I needs a job. </p> I walked around the city a bit today. I love it here. Makes me feel absolutely swimingly.
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Worst night ever [21 Nov 2004|04:07am]
I really didn't want to go out tonight to a party, but I did. Now, at 4am, I am forced to say that I have had the worst night I have ever had. Erin and I are done. She made sure of that. She wouldn't talk to me all night. I left the party alone, with her friends and I being in accord on this. She showed up at my house a half hour later. She was screaming at me in the halls and such. I have never lied to her, but she kept calling me a liar. She would not leave. I stayed stone-faced the entire time because I couldn't let my emotions take over. She was drunk, and all I wanted was for her to go home and sleep it off. She would't do it. To make a long story short, we are done. I help the outside door for her while Mark and Leyla helped her out. I was crying at that point, but I couldn't let on. This is the worst break up I've ever had. I hope I don't wake up tomorrow.
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I am torn [06 Oct 2004|02:54pm]
How do you do it? How do you break up with someone who has done nothing wrong? Who is a very special person. Who you still want to hang out with, go to shows with, go to parties with. That's my predicament right now. The person who I am with is a fantastic person, but jst not the person I'm going to marry, and I'm kinda done. It's obvious she loves me. I am staying in the relationship right now just to make her happy. I'm pretending nothing is wrong. *sigh* I just don't know! I really don't want to hurt her, but at this moment that is my greatest fear. I am torn....
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It takes me a while to grieve sometimes [11 Sep 2004|11:30pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

This is going to be an out of charactor post for me. That was your warning.

It takes me a while to grieve. Case-in-point, my Grandfather. He was a good man. I missed him after he passed of course, but I didn't cry until 6 years later. I was detatched from the situation. Maybe I grew up hiding my feeling to the point that even I could not find them. 6 years until I wept. I cried for a long time then. Maybe harded than I ever did in my entire life. Why do I tell you this? read on.

3 years ago a small group of terrorists decided planes looked better crashing into the side of the Twin Towers. I remember that day so well. I was at work doing some number crunching. I went to first break and took a peek at the TV. I stared in wonderment at what I saw. I was distraught that this could happen, and I was sad for all the families that lost loved ones.

I was also upset at the outcome some months later. We go to war. In fact, we go to war under false pretenses with a county that didn't have anything to do with the Trade Center. Our government fed us lies to justify an invasion into a country that our Presidents father had un-finished business with. It seems a lot like punching your brother because your sister stole your hotwheels car. A small faction of extremists from one country lash out and we attack a different country all together. Not only that, but the attackers don't speak for the entire country. It's like Timothy McVay (or whatever his name was). The guy that perpetrated the OK bombing. Did he speak for the American people? Nope. MAybe we should have attacked Mexico after that. I mean, they are right next door, so why not? See, makes no sense.

What makes me even sadder is the amount of my countrymen that believe the lies. The people that actually believe that us attacking a foreign nation is ok in this instance. People really choose to never look behind the curtain, read beyond what the American media tells them, think for themselves rather than be bottle-fed by the glowing tube in our livingrooms. Have we really turned into a nation of machines?

So like I did when I was 22 for my Grampa, today I weep for my country. I cry for those that dies on 9/11. I cry for the people that agree with this war. I cry for those who have died overseas on either side of this battle, for they didn't need to die. I love my country. I love what our government could be, but unfortunatly it is corrupt.

It took me three years, but today I finally can grieve.

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My life is comfy [29 Jun 2004|11:07am]
Erin and I drove up to Door county last thursday to camp, spend time with her parents, and just relax. Well, it was fantastic (even though our air matress kept deflating). I got to spend time with my sweetheart, and got to know her parents and extended family more. On top of that, we just drove around, woke up late, ate tastey fire-grilled goodness, and snuggled. I didn't even get sick of her being around me that much, in fact I loved it! Most of you know that I can get sick of people quick, so you know what that means. We drove home sunday and watched Six Feet Under. Last night was the first night that I slept alone since thursday. Key word, alone. I think we are wonderful for each other.

On a different note, I am awesome, but my job is not. Erin and I are sitting down sometime this weekend to re-write my resume, and them I'm outta here soon.

I hope you are all well.
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[12 Jun 2004|02:33am]
Let's face it... I'm in love.
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[02 Jun 2004|03:56pm]
Wow! Life!

Sorry for not being around since last thursday to hang out with you homies. I was in the city with some out-of-towners and Erin. We visited the Museum of Contemporary Art. Erin threw a huge party. It was good times.

I'm so comfortable.
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The life and times of Daniel Moore [19 May 2004|10:38am]
Soooo... I'm on my way to wonderful Erins place last night and Rhea drops me a line. Now, if you are reading this you know me, and you know about Rhea. She starts off by saying she wants to hang out and such, which is cool. Then I tell her I want her to meet Erin, my new girlfriend. I hear a strained giggle, then she says "I'm single now, I'm going to cry.". You know what... I don't really care if you are going to cry because I'm seeing someone. How long has it been? 3 years since I have come back to Illinois waiting. I would have broken up with Sirena many moons ago if Rhea was single, but not Erin. Erin is too fantastic. Let's face it, after being stressed out for years about Rhea, whatever was there has become a memory, and one I really don't want to remember. I'm super fine with the way my life is now. I could not ask for a better girl than Erin. She is smart, creative, fun, caring, and beautiful. My life is finally a comfortable place to be, and if Rhea is going to start up with me, I'm going to stop speaking to her.

On a different note, Erin and I are going to teach ourselfes to make sushi this weekend! I'm excited!
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[10 May 2004|10:53am]
[ mood | content ]

First off, let me apologize to Tomn. He has to go back to work today.

Second, I fell asleep next to Erin last night. That's a huge deal. I have never actually slept the first time I spend the night with a girl. I usually am wide awake, but I slept like a baby. I feel so comfortable with her and it really feels like I have known her for so long, but it's really only been 2 weeks. I consider myself lucky.

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[08 May 2004|10:56am]
[ mood | tired ]

Dear Die-ary,

Her name is Erin Hughes.
She is 5'2" tall.
She wears glasses like others would wear a fine suit.
She is "squishy".
She "gets ready" after she is already ready already.
She has beautiful eyes.
Her wit is like a whip in Indianas hand.
She is a graphic designer.
She is many things too numerous and slight to put here.
I owe Mark 1000 high 5's.

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[08 May 2004|10:55am]
This morning, I still smelt of cherry lipsmackers. She text-messaged me at 330am. "I wish you were here". I wish I was there too.
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[08 May 2004|01:31am]
[ mood | content ]

So I was right, and therefore I am no longer single. This girl is awesome.

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[06 May 2004|05:44pm]
[ mood | nervous ]

Alright. I'm about to leave my house to trek to the city. I guess I'm nervous about tonight. The more the girl and I have talked during the week, the more awesome she is. She loves Ren and Stimpy. She likes swords. She is super swell. I guess tonight and tomorrow night will be crucial to us both if this is going to work out. I know alot about her now. Well kids, wish me luck.

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[04 May 2004|06:13pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

OK, so even though it'd her friends birthday, she is coming to the show on Friday. Then she is turning around and high-tailing it back to the city for the b-day celebration. So that is two days in a row that she really wants me around. Sounds like a plan to me. Now... look at my cat!</p>

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[03 May 2004|11:20pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Well, she wants to hang out in the city on Thursday. She also might come up here to see my band play on Friday. That's still up in the air.

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[03 May 2004|11:51am]
Met a girl. Let's see where this goes.
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The awesomeness of me [03 May 2004|02:55am]
[ mood | happy ]

Just wanted to reming my poker buddies that your money is mine. All your cash are belong to us!

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Well shit [05 Apr 2004|01:49am]
I haven't been to this thing in forever, and I may not be coming back in forever. Go figure. Add me on myspace.com. Dan@lpprod.com is the email. Respect.
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To quote Keegan... [06 Jan 2004|01:43pm]
"Never has a band opened up so many songs with a motorcycle reving. They have like seven. It's so cool." - Keegan talking about Motley Crue
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